MESNOS IN THE SUNLIGHT

  Calm down, Christina. Sit down here, catch your breath. And don't go up to Constellation until you stop blubbering. Stop that shuddering. Think about something else, get outside of yourself. Fix your mind on things that happened, as though you were not part of it. Remember that somehow you escaped. Look over there, at the fiery ruins of the hangar, think about the people burning in the tunnels below, people who didn't escape, who weren't given a chance to go free. Sure, they're fanatics and they tried to kill you, but according to what they perceived of as the law, and probably honestly. Maybe they died of asphyxiation, or of the force of the explosives, before the terrible heat descended on them.
  And Boris! Was he able to make his escape? Where could he have gone to, if he did get out some secret doorway marked on his map? Who will he be now, what name will he use, if he's alive?  If. There's no chance he escaped, he's a complete loss when it comes to finding his way out of a room. He's dead. How could he have done all of that? He must have had nerves of steel. And a conscience of steel, too, or maybe a lack of conscience: he killed so many of his own friends, or at least led them into ambushes. And then those Militia people, who like us thought he was on their side. Whose side was he on? Is there something about the blind faith of the Primmies that leads them to this, that allows them to justify their most heinous acts, their betrayals, in the name of their god? I wonder what it's like to have that belief, I mean the faith of these people, like Boris, who believe but who disdain the extremists in their midst. Maybe someday I'll find out. Hell, I've got about 200 years to discover things like that. But I doubt I'll ever understand, I mean feel what it's like to be a member of the Militia. What fanatics!
  Boris, Boris, why did you do it? But in truth, you're a hero! You've saved the colonists on Mesnos, who will learn about your bravery, but will never know the pleasure of your presence. You'll occupy a special place in my memories, until the day I die.
  Okay, Christina, you're almost back to normal. Dry those eyes. Take another look around, then summon the transmat. You've got a report to make, and our job here on Mesnos can now begin. Time now to pay attention to the settlers, the scientific crew, the supplies. Some further exploration of the planet. Maybe a chance to relax and get hold of yourself.
    

  "Commander Christina Vasa reporting..."
  "Omygod, Captain, what's happened to you? You've got to get to sick bay. We lost contact with you; I can see why: you don't have your communicator. We were about to go down after you and the expeditionary force, because you were gone for just over the 25-day limit you had set for us. Are the others waiting to come up?  What's it like down there?"
  Christina tried to answer the barrage of questions, then made her preliminary oral report to the Command Staff on Constellation, in the absence of Captain Stone, who was ailing in sick bay. She came close to breaking down again under the emotional strain of reporting the events of this month on Mesnos. Based on her report, a preliminary expedition was sent to the new site of New Terra, and another one was dispatched to Sandstone. They were to meet with the mayors and with the planet's governor.  Supplies, information, news of family on Earth and the Space Stations, and over a thousand new settler families, each with its own new housing module, were all to be sent down as expeditiously as possible. About half the settlers were planning to go to each city.
  Christina was sent to sick bay, where the medical staff gave her the usual examination, and then she took a long shower and washed her disgustingly filthy hair. Sometime later, she asked to see Captain Stone.
  "Didn't they tell you?" asked Dr. Della Città.
  "Tell me what, Giovanna?"
  "Captain Stone had a stroke while you were gone. It was a massive stroke that paralyzed him totally. We did our best, but I'm afraid... He's dead."
  "Oh, no! I don't know how much more I can take. My entire expeditionary force, my friends, Boris... Now this... It's too much."
  Christina lay down on a cot and wept, sobbing convulsively. Doctor Della Città gave her a tranquilizing shot from her medical gun, and soon Christina fell into a deep sleep. When she awoke, Commander Constantinos was with Giovanna at her bedside. "Homer!  Giovanna! What happened? Where am I? Oh..." The memory of her return to Constellation, the questions, the report, the grim news, the overwhelming weight of being the lone survivor, thoughts of her friends, of her escape from death. She shuddered.    "Do you feel better? Have you actually rested?"
  "I feel restored physically, but so sad. I can't believe all that's happened in such a short time. At least, the settlers will have somewhere to go, and can become part of living communities. I was afraid for a while that New Terra was completely destroyed by the Militia, along with an entire population."
  "Christina," said Homer, "I know, we all know that you've been through a lot. And I know that most of the news you've had to tell us and that you've learned from us has been bad. But we do have some good news to report: the new settlers are about to disembark, but they want to see you first, to thank you for what you've done for them.
  "What I've done?"
  "It's only been a couple of days since you returned, ..."
  "A couple of days? I've been out for a couple of days?"
  "Yes, and everyone on board, and probably everyone on Mesnos knows about your adventures and how you saved the planet from the Militia. The settlers also know about Lieutenant Smirnoff's vital role in making their safe landing possible."
  "What a shame they can't thank Boris in person for his courageous act. He literally gave up his life for them. And what a shame they can't thank the Captain for what he did for them.  He got us through meteor showers, a wild electrical storm in–literally–the middle of nowhere, and had to reroute our trajectory. They're both gone, now."
  "They have come to thank the Captain. You."
  "What?"
  "Captain Stone had in his possession authorization to name you his deputy, which he was going to do after your expedition. The Staff has named you, for the duration of this mission, its Captain. We will request a permanent promotion when we return to Headquarters, in the name of Captain Stone."
  Christina looked first at Homer, then at Giovanna, then back again. They looked dead serious, despite their warm smiles; this can't be a prank. I know the Captain intended to recommend me for a promotion, but he must have kept this news as a secret. She felt a warm surge, gulped, tried to hide her emotions behind a steely, expressionless face, but her charade lasted at best a few seconds. She smiled. Her eyes were brightened by teardrops of pride and gratitude.
  "I... I... I have to get dressed and meet the settlers. We have so much to do! And what do I say? I've never been a Captain before!"



6 June 2650

  A day for reflection. The destruction of the Himalayas and the Sermon in the Valley, both celebrated as holidays by different people. Tomorrow we leave. This second month on Mesnos is doubly blessed: it's been both peaceful and sunny.
  I've now seen the cities and met the original settlers, by now full-fledged Mesnosians. The first Mesnosian children are already beginning to grow up. Our new immigrants are delighted with what they see, have great plans for the future. Each town has a fully-operational hospital, schools, all the social institutions needed for our kind of government. I feel good about their future. Still, I wonder about our enterprise: the colonization of compatible planets where there is no intelligent life. At least we're not driving off any natives. And there will have to be contact with Earth, dependence on Earth, at least until the population is large enough and its economy stable enough to allow for the establishment of a university. I wonder about how we, or rather how the Mesnosians will treat this planet, their home.
  Evolution works in mysterious ways. Take Earth and Mesnos as examples. And Paracelsus 2 or any of the other planets with some life, or with a past history of life, that I've been on. In some ways, they all seem to have started creating life from a similar base: pools of water, the right organic compounds, some electrical storms or maybe a seismic event or a meteorite to provide a burst of energy, and voilà! life! Algae, bacteria, something we call primitive, but which is almost beyond understanding. They're still one-celled things, but they must be infinitely more complex than the organic compounds they sprang from. A few tens or hundreds of millions of years, once oxygen is plentiful in the atmosphere that these creatures have brought into existence, these remarkable beings give way to inconceivably more complex creatures. I've examined some of these so-called primitive one-celled plants and animals. How beautifully organized they are inside, and how different one species is from the other! And in every one of these beginnings on every planet and with every form of life, there must have been different initial conditions, a different environment, a different set of chance happenings, that makes them all (despite their similarities) unique. What was it Dr. Smith, my biology professor, used to say? "If life on Earth were to revert to some previous age, and it all took off again from there, everything would be different, and the human race would not have evolved." It would have taken so little for us not to be here as it is.  Maybe on some other planets we'll meet some of our other possible selves, evolved so differently. There must be intelligent life somewhere.
  It was on Calaban that I encountered those odd sulfur-based life forms. Some were about the size of crabs, and seemed to be on top of the food chain. Others looked like yellowish jellyfish, only living on land. Thousands of them in every little colony.  They appeared to be scavengers, but were the favorite dish of those crabs. At the bottom of the line, there must have been something akin to plankton, themselves maybe feeding on the microscopic life forms that gave rise to the entire biota. Plants? Animals? What were these things? Under analysis, we found something akin to DNA, but with a structure unlike anything we'd ever encountered before, although the basic elements were similar. Could that have happened on Earth? A crushing blow from a passing meteor of just the right size and at just the right time, and there might have been a sulfur-based life form (or maybe silicon-based, or nitrogen-based), or maybe there wouldn't have been any life on Earth at all. Maybe Earth would have evolved like Venus, before Aphrodite, a hostile environment for life as we know it. Or maybe life would have evolved differently, somehow. We never returned there, in any case, to Calaban. It appeared to be incompatible with our life systems.
  On Mesnos, life has evolved to the level of something like lions or wolves. There is something like our plant life, the mékis being an example, and there are animals, warm-blooded like the stots and cold-blooded like the wolks. There's a food chain. But there are no flowering plants, nothing that looks like insects, no crustaceans. I don't know what fills their niche in the food chain, or what the evolutionary history of these creatures is. Our settlers have introduced Earth crops and some domesticated animals. They're trying to add Earth to Mesnos. So far they've succeeded, but you never know what will happen in the long run. A slight new element, an insect, for instance, might produce an effect truly unimaginable, like the introduction, back in the nineteenth and twentieth centuries, of rabbits to Australia or muskrats to the Netherlands, or so many species of flora and fauna to Hawaii. How un-Newtonian! No proportion to the reactions, which were not equal and opposite! Here, stots and wolks are in decline, but that means that some other animal populations are exploding. Where will it end? And it's nice seeing the live oaks and the red maples that have been planted here, and grass and corn, but how will this affect the native flora? What will happen when the Earth plants and animals get into the wild, mix in with, even mate with, the native biota, begin new lines of evolution? There's a close  relationship between the DNA strands of the native life and ours, after all.     I guess we have a right to do this. Colonization is commonplace in every life system. Ants colonize new territory, so do beavers. Humans have been doing it for millennia. But this is our first colonized planet.
  The Mesnosians even began to make a historical museum out of the old factory area. I had been surprised by the primitive textile machines in the mine shafts, but it turns out that these machines are not really what the settlers used to weave clothing: they were trying to recreate some little bit of humanity's past here on this distant and alien world, even a past they've never known, to keep alive the memory our humanity's long rise to dominance on our home planet, even while they're adapting to life on this alien new world.
  Mesnos can be nice, even beautiful, when the monsoon-like rains stop. I encountered a month of rain, and now a month of blue skies with two suns shining down on me. There are mountains and valleys, oceans and lakes, deserts and swamps. Different creatures, all of them exotic but the people have given them names like Earth animals. Loons. Baboons. Teals. Seals. They don't look anything like those animals, but they do occupy similar niches in the life of the planet. They'll have to adapt to people, who hunt some, eat many, and have domesticated yet others for food. The two suns–the large one up high and bright, the other, smaller one staying close to the horizon and distant–are extraordinary, now that I've been able to relax a bit here and enjoy the place. The golden sunsets of the main sun, on the western horizon, over the ocean, with the waves breaking in on the shore, while the other, smaller, sun drops a few degrees down to disappear from the horizon an hour or so later! The moonless nights full of stars in constellations so different from those we're familiar with! The weird calls of the creatures in the mékis and the oaks and maples, the strange smells in a world without flowers, the rough touch of the skin of the crocs (that seem to be neither animal nor vegetable, but a bit of both)! How different Nature is, and yet how similar! Clouds, blue skies, rivers! The ocean, the volcanic-sand beaches! This planet might become a tourist attraction for the super-rich. I almost dread the thought of what could happen if that came about.
  The two suns are actually a binary star system, that the inhabitants call Castor and Pollux, rotating around each other.  Mesnos rotates around Castor. And although it has no moon, the gravitational pull of Pollux, along with that of Castor, provide enough energy for tidal action, and probably for at least some of the seismic activity we've noticed here, and that destroyed the first New Terra. Another tourist attraction: how many people have experienced the density of the stars here, and two suns to boot?
  I've never seen cities that were more modern, clean and neat.  The housing modules brought from Earth, the new houses built of local stone or of bricks made from a rich clay, the well-designed transportation systems. I expect that, given 200 or 300 years, this planet will have millions of people as the colonists pour in, and that it will be tremendously prosperous. Lots of metals buried underground, and lots of opportunities for people who are willing to leave everything and everyone behind, even if not quite forever. They remind me of those brave settlers on Earth who travelled to unknown places for whatever purposes, political, religious, economic, social, and established new homelands for themselves. Even in recent times, the settlers in the Gobi, on Greenland, in Antarctica are heroes in my book. So are the Mesnosians.
  I hope they don't destroy the natural beauty of the waterfalls, the mountains, the lakes, the beaches. There's a waterfall of over 1000 meters near Sandstone, actually an underground river or a spring bursting out of the mountain and splashing down on the ground a full kilometer below with a roar you have to hear to believe and with a mist that fills you with awe. Impressive, spectacular, especially when seen from a certain angle that produces a gorgeous rainbow.
  And there's another whole continent to explore! Why not make Pacifica a preserve, as Atlantica continues to be converted into a new Earth? What a unique opportunity! We could have done this with Antarctica, but instead we've settled it.  Mines, farms, fishing villages. It's no more exotic than the fertile Gobi Plain! But here! Well, the inhabitants will have to decide what to do. And they have plenty of time before the population begins to outgrow the land.
  Will I be around to see any of that, assuming I'm on some future mission to Mesnos? Two hundred years sounds like a long time, but yet, when you think of the future, so many interesting things will happen beyond that span of time. I remember Stanley Narb, my friend Dr. Stanley Narb, telling me that in a way the procedure he was about to use on me could be a blessing or a bane, or maybe both at the same time. Two hundred years! It sounded like such a long time then, when I was only 28. But now!  How right you were, Stanley! I've already felt the pain of a long life, and I've already felt the great pleasure it can bring. What happened to you, Stanley? Where did you disappear to? Are you still alive? If I looked for you and found you, would I have the courage to ask you to do the unthinkable, to add another 200, even 500 years to my life? And would you do it if you could?
  We on Constellation have our own tasks to perform, new worlds to discover, new frontiers. There were rumors of really long-distance explorations, transgalactic explorations, when we were back at Headquarters on Earth. I don't think Constellation-type craft can do the trick. On the other hand, modifications would not take too much time or resources to install. But who would go? The ELB, of course; but ordinary people, with ordinary life spans, would they volunteer?
  The Extended Life Brigade. Stanley Narb's dream! He had the initial experiments performed on himself. There must be hundreds of us around now, all owing two centuries of life to him. A two-fold debt: he worked out the procedure, involving changes in the structure of certain genes; and he performed all the procedures personally. I must find that man, if only to let him know how grateful we all are. The discovery of new worlds might not have been possible without him.
  If we do discover new habitable worlds at the far reaches of the galaxy, or even beyond, this might be for the settlers (or even the explorers) the end of contact with Earth, that far out. They might get there, but would they be able to return? What dangers lurk in those uncharted regions? And if we decide to risk traveling through worm holes, how do we know where they end up, or whether we can get back through them? Who would be willing to settle that far away? We can get to Mesnos in a few months, but how long would it take to reach the other end of the galaxy? Maybe the Primmies would be willing to take the risk?  Not a bad idea, after all. I like Boris's idea, a planet just for the Primitivists (not the Militia–that's another story altogether). There they could be what they want to be, without interference, without contact with Earth if that's what they want. A world of their own, on the other side of the galaxy. But would they submit to the use of technology like this to transport them to their paradise? Sure, they don't really seem to be opposed to most technology. They function normally in our world, travel around like us, dress like us. Their primitivism is in their thoughts and in the way they worship, I guess. I'll make a point of recommending this to the authorities when I get back home. Maybe even insert it in my report. Boris would be happy if he knew his idea might receive an audience.
  It's getting dark, I hear Giovanna calling. A last look at the sunset, a last breath of this astonishingly fresh air. Time to return to reality.
    


  "Thank you very much for your kindness and hospitality, Governor. The crew and I all have enjoyed our days of working and relaxing here on Mesnos. Those of us who can will return someday. I wouldn't be surprised if some of the crew decide to settle in Mesnos when they retire! But you know how little we control our schedules in our active life in Space Fleet."
  "Once again, Captain, on behalf of everyone here on Mesnos, I  would like to thank you for all you and your crew have done for us. We are in the process of erecting a memorial to the valiant soldiers who gave their lives so that ours would be saved. If only there had been another way... I imagine that Paradise will always be an elusive dream for us human beings. Elusive, but worth seeking. Enough philosophizing. Farewell, Christina my friend, and bon voyage!"
  "Au revoir, Charles. Until we meet again!"

  In small groups, the crew transmatted up to Constellation.  Within an hour, Christina was to give her first command as Captain (however temporary that captaincy might be). She had never been in command of a large craft before, or responsible for so many people. She just hoped the flight home would be smooth and without incident. But she thought she was ready for most emergencies now. It just seemed so strange to be sitting there giving the commands. This might be the first time, but she felt confident that it wouldn't be the last.